mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

its always better when were together.

Kelly Clarkson and 311 kicked ass.

I love summer time.. too bad its almost over.. :(

12 hours of community service down, 18 more to go! :(

Currently Listening Louder Now By Taking Back Sunday see related

Well.. good-bye.

All kinds of emotions are flying around here.. But I know one thing for damn sure.

Hope everyone is having a great summer.

Well I tired to keep my xanga going.. I cant.

But I do leave for Chicago in three days!!!!

Then I leave for Big Cedar in 13 days!!!!!!!

Summer has been okay.. I still need to chill w/ some people

But hey.. no complaints when your out of school

But I do hate the Johnson County Court Services...

So... Things have been alright I guess.  I'm really tired with it always being the same thing over and over again.. I dont even think I'm upset about it anymore.. just more pissed off and annoyed than anything.. It does suck though because of everything we've built up between us, I loved how we were so close and comfortable with each other... but it just seems like it was all a waist of time now.. It's really too bad actually.. Oh well, none of it is my fault though.  So I'm not too worried anymore.. I hope you realize how big of an idiot you are, I'm sure you will "just like you always do". Oh and thanks again for the b-day card.

Kelsie Cross is once again single... Yeah, I know, big surprise huh?

The other night I went to my uncle's girlfriend's surprise graduation party from college at this girl, Liz's house.. which was huge and amazing... I mean the girl had freaking six tanning beds in her home.. AND a volleyball court.. thats pretty nice for being a stay-at-home mom, haha!  It doesnt really get much better than that!
Then after that I went with my cousin to Rob's house (a guy that goes to Bonner).. It was pretty fun -- I got to catch up with some friends. =]

Work is cool for the most part.. The people that work with me are pretty fun to talk to.. and 50% off at five or six different restaurants! Hell yeah!

 Last night the whole KCsports volleyball team (including our ball boy, Brandon) went out to the legends and ate at Dave and Busters.. oh my it was so fun.  Catherine, Elon and I got a little crazy in the dinosaur game and waisted all of our points though.. haha

 And..... today is my birthday!!!

Aaron called at exactally 12:00 am to be the first to wish me happy birthday-- and barley beat Lauren by 5 seconds.. haha.  Thank you babe, I love you! haha

Lauren *who is also braces free * came and picked me up this morning and took me out to breakfast and gave me my present =]  I love her a wholllle lot!

Dave Matthews Band concert is tonight!!!! Woo hoo!

Thanks to everyone who remembered!

              I'll add pictures later of last night*

 *Regionals --- the tournament that was the day after prom.. haha I was too lazy to take my hair out.. I love this picture (Alli, Rachel, Catherine, Savannah, Elon, Robin, and Me)*
 *Alli, Steve, Me, and Robin at Dave and Busters!  Since Alli and Robin played in a outdoor tourny last weekend they are all tan.. and compaired to me I'm all pastey-looking.. Geez, I need to go out and tan.. Steve looks creepy, yet again*
 *Savannah and Rachel, haha the two 'creative ones' on the team.. I love them!*
 *Catherine and Elon.. they crazy =]*
 *Coach Mindy and her bitch, Brandon.. haha! That crappy waitress got in the picture. She sucks.*
 *Oh man that place was fun.*
 *Grandkids and Big 'O'*
 *K.K., Tim, Macyn, Chad, me, and Big 'O' at the dog races on mother's day :)*

             ---> Thats all for now! ... PS I hope you like the song.

So xanga is kinda dead now......   But I'll keep writing in here! Haha.

Well schools about out and summer is finally coming around.  I was starting to believe this year would never end.  It's crazy to think of everything that has happend just this year.  Everything was so different from my first year at Shawnee Mission North, and there is still two more years to go!  I cant believe I'm half way done.  It feels like it was just yesterday I was trading scheduals with my buds to see if I had any classes with them, ha.  There has been some ups and downs but everything always seemed to turn out okay.  I'm thankful for all the people I've grown close to, but sad to watch them leave.  Everything is starting to get good at the wrong time.  Will it all end when summer comes?  I deffinately hope not.  I'm so happy with the way my life is heading right now, and I hope nothing changes that.  I'm so nervous that I'll be forgotten and everything will be different.  But things are always bound to change eventually, arnt they?  Wow, I have so much stuff planned to do this summer already I feel like I will have barley any free time.  But Chad is coming home tomorrow, and that'll be good to see him every day again.  I've missed his lame ass and I'm glad hes coming back.  I guess there are a few things to look forward to this summer........ I just know I'm about to go through something really tough.. I just wish I actually had some support that what we have wont go away... 
Everything happens for a reason though.  So either way I'll have my head up and just keep truckin' along. Haha!

Oh.. and I'm legal in 16 days.. haha

Volleyball = goooooood.

Dave Matthews Band concert as well..

I hope everyone has a great and safe summer.. Although I'm sure I'll still be updateing in the mean time..

Thats all for now.